22.12.07

A Note

I have nothing to say, so nothing I'm saying.

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21.12.07

Midwinter

Only I don't feel like celebrating...

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15.12.07

Do I Look Tired?

A South Park me. Courtesy of SP-Studio.de.

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Last.fm

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14.12.07

Friday the 14th

I have a choice. On one side, there's a bottle of blackberry wine. On the other, there's 'lying down for a bit'.

Oddly enough, I actually can't decide.

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Persuader - Judas Immortal

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13.12.07

The Third Day Already

The new pills are white. How exciting.

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Nothing.

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12.12.07

Live!

Recordings of live-performed music, unless the music concerned is classical with the only contribution by the audience being the occasional applause, should never be played anywhere, under any circumstances. Ever.

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11.12.07

Little Pill, Little Pill...

My shrink has a new pill for me. Another SSRI.

It's not going to do anything. Help least of all.

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10.12.07

Can You Say 'Bad Weekend'?

Having to get out on Sunday was the worst thing. I didn't want to look at people. I didn't want them looking at me. The reason why I had to get out didn't bother me. The two words I had to exchange with people while I was doing what I had to do... There's only so much conversation one can avoid when one is around one's grandmothers without upsetting them.

Need I say that this Monday would've been a disaster even if I didn't have to spend more time than average in the same room with a certain person, and even if that certain person wasn't even more obnoxious than usually.

The bill has arrived earlier this year. I think I'll go take that break. Try, at least.

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Persuader - Slaves of Labour

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8.12.07

Candles

I'm not quite sure what made the yesterday's evening a pleasant one. I'm not even sure it was pleasant, just that it wasn't unpleasant.

Today? I made myself a meal that I'd usually enjoy, but not today. I had tea; well, that hasn't given me any pleasure in quite some time. The beer I'm having now? Feels like I'm drinking it just because I think it's weekend and I have to...

How does one take a break from oneself?

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Nothing.

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7.12.07

Do I Really Need a Title?

What in the name of a random vegetable was I thinking? Reading about depression and anxiety disorders... Way to make my Friday. Almost made me gulp down another pink, after going through yesterday without one. Even stayed awake in the afternoon, yesterday I did. Of course, the question springs to mind: why did I bother?

So. Today is Friday. Another weekend starting soon. Hoping I won't be provided a reason to eat a pink after all. What shall I do when I get home? I would like to say, not sleep, but I have neither reason nor will to stay awake.

I need a break. But how does one take a break from oneself?

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5.12.07

A Pink Pill Week

No pink pills today, I said? Ha! No luck.

On a related note, it seems that the ministries will be getting reshuffled. It was inevitable, I suppose, it happens every time.

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4.12.07

Yet Another Pink Pill Day

Is this going to turn into a pink pill week? I hope not. I don't think I'll be needing one tomorrow.

Then again, I thought so about yesterday, as well...

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Last.fm

posted by the Director at or around 16:37 | Comments: 0