30.1.06
A Monday
The tea sucked today, I seem to have done something wrong. Too much water, perhaps. And the whole day was like that...
29.1.06
Rot
Listening to the news today was a bad idea.
28.1.06
Downward Slope
Stuffed. Very happy with the lunch I cooked. But there's something... Missing.
Yesterday...
Was a good day. I even got told I was brilliant. By several people.
26.1.06
An Elusive Point
I didn't get what I wanted. I didn't really expect it.
I've given myself a way out.
I've given myself a way out.
25.1.06
Kind of Sucks
Sleep. Early waking. Boredom. Repeat.
23.1.06
Phun!
Can't write, busy!
22.1.06
Self-Help
Let's see if I can learn to use ArcGIS on my own... Even if I can't, the attempt should give me something to do during the next work week.
21.1.06
Directions
There's only one direction in evolution: forward. A new design, if it survives, is always better adapted to the conditions, and thus, by definition, better.
20.1.06
It's Like That, That's Just the Way It Is
I am a gamer. Not a hard-core gamer, but a gamer. Why was I ashamed to admit it?
18.1.06
Too Long...
This day was... When you mix the Western corporate culture with the Croatian bureaucracy, the result is... Frightening. The worst thing is, my political lords and masters think that their letters of intent mean they're actually doing something.
Well, I got what I voted for.
Well, I got what I voted for.
17.1.06
Undereducated
Today I discovered the letter of intent. Or, rather, it discovered me. I wonder if there's a school that teaches bullshitting... I think I need to enroll in one such.
15.1.06
Sunday, Bloody Sunday...
Thus I am reminded why I hate Sundays. Tomorrow is Monday, yet another week at my boring job begins.
Just thinking about it hurts.
Just thinking about it hurts.
Unassisted Sleep
A bit over 20 hours. Damn.
13.1.06
The Disgusting Me
I bought beer in 1.5 l plastic bottles today... Five bottles...
[paper-bag-on-head]
[paper-bag-on-head]
12.1.06
The Dark Side? Hardly.
Anger. Anger. Anger. Anger. And anger.
I wanted to break things. So I did. Odd.
I wanted to break things. So I did. Odd.
11.1.06
Small Steps
Yesterday I got as far as starting the car. A bad, bad day.
10.1.06
Yeah...
I should be asleep. But since this is one of the last opportunities I'll have in some time to do otherwise, I'm sipping Robert Skalli's fine Merlot, and decidedly not sleeping. Wow.
Two Things
Decisions made easy... WordPress. Providing I figure out how to have it do what I want.
The design... I would've liked it to be something fluid and organic. But that just isn't me. I am harsh lines and clean cuts, so that's what it'll be. Strange, since in my second favourite art form I prefer, and can quite easily achieve, fluidity and organicness... Hm.
The design... I would've liked it to be something fluid and organic. But that just isn't me. I am harsh lines and clean cuts, so that's what it'll be. Strange, since in my second favourite art form I prefer, and can quite easily achieve, fluidity and organicness... Hm.
9.1.06
Egg/Chicken
Can the form shape the content? Or is the content necessary before one can decide on the form?
I suppose this is a motivation/action question for me. As it is, I'll go with the form first. Now I have to decide whether I want to bother with WordPress, or use Blogger for this one, too. And the design... Still no ideas there.
I think going back to work will actually help with that. It better.
I suppose this is a motivation/action question for me. As it is, I'll go with the form first. Now I have to decide whether I want to bother with WordPress, or use Blogger for this one, too. And the design... Still no ideas there.
I think going back to work will actually help with that. It better.
8.1.06
Sad Dreams
I had another flying dream. Not a peaceful one. Not an exilarating one. A sad one. So sad, it made me cry. This is the first time a dream has done that to me.
7.1.06
Hm.
I forgot what I wanted to write... Never mind. I just need more wine.
6.1.06
Weekends
Even though my life has been an almost perpetual weekend for the last two months, there's still something special in sipping through a pot of tea and watching scifi shows on a Friday afternoon... Small things, my therapists say. Well, here's one.
5.1.06
Power Off!
I've just realised I lost a post in the power outage yesterday... Bluthoelle.
Candle Light
My life is a lie. A lie based on lies. A lie I repeat in hope it'll become the truth. A lie I can never believe.
3.1.06
The Firsts
Off to take my first shower this year... Wee!
Repetitio est...
And I voted for that... I seem to be repeating this a lot.
2.1.06
Long Sleep
It lasted, with very short interruptions, for 36 hours. The rule of the pink pills.
1.1.06
OD
The pink pill x 10. Let's see what that does...
New
Another arbitrary ending has been followed by another arbitrary beginning. Now, I don't believe in New Year resolutions, but if I did, this is the one I'd make:
1) Die.
Because I've really been taking too long.
1) Die.
Because I've really been taking too long.
