Heat Wave 

I'm almost aestivating. Almost, but not quite. Because I can't. And it's that but-not-quite that's killing me. I'm not made for 40+ degrees temperatures...

Also in the news... I'm going to London for a weekend in August. Another Eve meet, but not just CVA this time. It was an impulsive decision, and one that's not going to do any good to my finances. But that's not the main reason I'm regretting it now... I just don't want to go. I want to hide, and not have any contact with anybody. I keep telling myself that it's a good thing to go places and see people, but I don't seem to be convincing myself.