5.11.05

Fuck, Fuck, Fuck...

It's back, it's back, it's back, and I don't know why... The pink-coloured candy is in fashion again... If I'm unconscious, I can't hurt myself, right? I can't feel the pain, right? RIGHT???!!!

I just felt it rising... Panic. A desire to escape. Ate a pink pill.

I know it solves nothing. But I cracked yesterday... And today I just sat in my bed, and I felt it coming... No reason at all. None. Bloody hell.

Bloody hell.

The Director is listening:
Ensiferum - Lost in Despair (I am)
Freedom Call - Turn Back Time (I wish I could, though it'd change nothing)

posted by the Director at or around 23:27